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Tuesday, July 23, 2019

"A New Hand" by David 'Doc' Luben, of Portland (formerly of Prescott) at the Aug. 5, 2013 Vancouver Poetry Slam

 
"A New Hand" by David 'Doc' Luben, of Portland (formerly of Prescott) at the Aug. 5, 2013 Vancouver Poetry Slam

"A New Hand" 
they gave me this new hand
turns out they can do that now

the one thing the
Rebel Alliance has 
over the evil Empire
we've got great medical droids
they've had a lot more practice

i tested the fingers
it worked
perfect

no one ever told me 
that if I lost a piece
they could just slap another one on

I feel like I've wasted a lot of energy
defending parts of myself 
that I didn't even know were disposable

it's not the first time 
that me and my dad have fought
I wish I could tell you that I'm different 
that I am special 
but the truth is we fight 
about the same things 
that all fathers and sons 
fight about 
he wants me to be more like him
he doesn't like my friends
he doesn't understand
that I don't want to do the things that he does 

that I would be bored as shit
walking down the corridors of power
lording myself over a bunch of weasels
in identical gray suits 
who stand around on balconies and catwalks 
trying to look important 
as though their life depended on it 
I'm not going to be some 
pillbox hat middle manager 
waiting for the day when the life 
is finally choked out of me

I'm a pilot
that's all I ever wanted
I can fly fast ships 
and hit small targets 
when I'm in the zone
I wish he could see it with his own eyes 
nothing can touch me 
it feels like I can bend space 
just by thinking 

I'm not a leader 
I'm not cut out for business 
I don't want other people depending on me 
to show them the way 

I grew up on a planet of loneliness
and that is where I'm comfortable now
show me what you need to get exploded
and I'll find a way to explode it 
that's what I'm good for

he wants me to be more important
they all do 
they're all waiting for me

to pull off some magic trick 
that'll make everything work out 
and just like with any magician 
they don't want me 
to tell them how I did it 

everywhere I go
people keep telling me 
“trust your feelings” 
but it's the last thing that any of them want 

they want me 
to convince them to trust 
they need me to carry their fears 
they want me to be the general 
the princess
 the spiritual master 
the galaxy's fastest freight truck driver 
they want me 
to be the emperor's new clothes

they all just want me 
to be a stand-in
for them

that's why they gave me this hand
they didn't even tell me 
how much it would cost 
they acted like they would do it for anyone

but no one else I know 
has a hand like this

no one 

except him

Saturday, July 20, 2019

On the 50th anniversary of the Apollo 11 moon landing

Photojournalist Tom Hood and I were invited by Lowell Observatory in Flagstaff to cover a speech by astronaut Neil Armstrong related to the unveiling of the first images recorded by the Discovery Channel Telescope on July 20, 2012, on the 43rd anniversary of the Apollo 11 landing on the moon.

The recording of Neil Armstrong's speech has some funny lines and beautiful imagery:
“Almost a half-century ago, some astronomers designed an experiment. The idea was deceptively simple: Compute the distance between the Earth and the moon based on the time it would take for a beam of light to travel up to a mirror located on the surface of the moon and to reflect it back to Earth.”
“I wasn’t one of the scientists on this project — I was sort of technician. My job in the experiment was to install the mirror."

“It may not be obvious why anyone would want to measure the distance to the Sea of Tranquility within 11 inches, but we had to have some way of confirming our mileage for our expense account.”
“The mirrors are expected to be busy for many years to come, which gives me enormous satisfaction as a technician on the project.” 

“From the Sea of Tranquility, the Earth hung above me 23 degrees west of the zenith, a turquoise pendant against a black velvet sky.”
“The home of the human species is not inherently restricted to Earth alone. The universe around us is our challenge and our destiny.”

“Thanks to everyone here for being a part in this civilization.”



Neil Armstrong on the moon
It turned out to be Armstrong's last public speech [and second-to-last interview; his last being with an Italian radio station] gave before his death on Aug. 25, 2012.

The video to which he referred at another speech in Australia in 2011:

Buzz Aldrin and Neil Armstrong also left behind an American Flag, a plaque, an olive branch-shaped gold pin, messages from 73 world leaders, a patch from the Apollo 1 mission that, during a training exercise, combusted and killed three American astronauts, and medals in honor of two of the first Soviet astronauts who had died in flight.

Digitally remastered footage of the 1969 Apollo 11 moonwalk:


The video highlights of the three-hour moonwalk include a clearer picture of Neil Armstrong's descent down the stairs of the lunar module, which was taken from the Parkes Radio Observatory and the Honeysuckle Creek tracking station outside Canberra on 21 July 1969 (Australian time).
The long-forgotten video footage was uncovered during a decade-long search for the original recordings of the moonwalk, and involved lengthy detective work and clandestine meetings, says astronomer and telescope operator John Sarkissian from the CSIRO at Parkes, who headed up the search.
At the time of the Moon landing, three stations - Goldstone in California, Honeysuckle Creek in Canberra, and Parkes in New South Wales - simultaneously recorded the events onto magnetic data tape. The direct recordings were not of broadcast quality, says John, so they had to set up a regular TV camera pointed at a small black-and-white TV screen in the observatory to obtain higher-quality images that could be relayed to television stations around the world.
"Original signals weren't HD quality TV. They weren't even broadcast quality, even by 1969 standards," he says. "They were better than what was broadcast to the world; that's why we went looking for them ...".
Buzz Aldrin on the moon

The Goldstone camera settings to convert Neil's descent down the stairs were not correct and showed an image too dark to see. So the decision was made to switch to the Honeysuckle Creek footage, and after eight minutes, to the Parkes footage, which was used for the rest of the moonwalk.
 It was this clearer footage, which had not been seen since 1969, that John and his search team were hoping to recover from the NASA archives, where the tapes had been sent.
Unfortunately, they hit a roadblock. "We discovered, to our horror, that in the 1970s and 80s NASA had taken the tapes in the national archive and erased them all to record other missions."
About 250,000 tapes from the Apollo era, likely including the 45 tapes of the moonwalk, are likely lost forever.
The Apollo 11 Plaque left on the lander on the moon
After some digging, they found that in the 1980s someone made a VHS tape of the Honeysuckle Creek magnetic tape, "a bootleg copy if you like, that was severely degraded," John says. A copy of that copy was given to an Apollo enthusiast who was tracked down to Sydney by the search team. This footage included a brighter and clearer version of Apollo 11 mission commander Neil Armstrong's descent to the lunar surface and was used to replace the darker Goldstone images at the start of the broadcast.
At the awards ceremony, select scenes from the entire restored video will show Neil's first step on the Moon's surface, Buzz Aldrin's decent of the lunar module ladder, the plaque reading and the raising of the U.S. flag.

Had the Apollo 11 mission failed, the White House had planned for President Richard Nixon to give this speech, which remained quietly in government archieves. The speech is heart-wrenching, even if it was never needed: